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| for those that know me well enough, you should know that i don't normally come out with a full sneeze. So I'm really hoping that I'm not coming down with something because I've sneezed like 20 times tonight and that's clearly not normal for me. It's not a dust sneeze I don't think either. I just don't want to get sick or anything this weekend. I really want to enjoy the next while without getting sick. *cross your fingers for me* I'm going to try to make it through the rest of the week without getting sick for my boy's birthday. | | |
| for some of you with facebook...you probably already know. I'm beyond happy right now. I think that it's perfect timing too. I'm no longer bitter about anything. March has been an amazing month filled with great things and new people. April is looking great already. The best of all is the one I'm with. He's great. Trust me, I'm safe with him. 
Anyways, I can't wait until school's done and I'm back in Sauga. This summer is looking good already. | | |
| ohh it's been so great these past two weeks after reading break. I keep meeting a whole bunch of new people and I'm making a bunch of new friends and getting everything in order for next year. Having parties here in ptbo, and now I can't help but smile because everything is going great. I wouldn't mind someone to share it with but I can't complain with the amount of prospects lately. lol. and all I've been doing is what I would normally be doing, greyhounding, going grocery shopping, sitting at my laptop, attending parties in my own apartment...lol. no one ever told me it was this easy. hehe ohh life is great so don't bring me down from my personal high! | | |
| I know i've been kind of dark and twisty lately and it's probably because I'm scary and damaged. It's probably because my McLife has been thrown up in the air these past few years...yes years. Well hopefully now that I've admitted to myself what my true passion is and changing the plan I'll be better off. Who knows maybe I'll find my very own McDreamy, but I need to finish finding myself...we'll see how long that takes. In the meantime, hopefully my blogs will be less depressing...but no promises. I haven't found myself yet, but I'm not giving up. | | |
| tonight i find myself in loneliness, on the floor in a puddle of tears. I'm afraid of the future, now that some of my worst fears have been confirmed. It's too soon. I try to hide it, try to pretend that I'm ok but the truth is that inside everything is falling apart. I thought all the possible pain i could go through I had learned, I clearly was wrong. Now I'm afraid of losing so much more.
I don't want this to happen to me. Please don't let it happen. I need her. | | |
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